Yo soy la razón por la que su hija dejó de beber directo de la jarra

I was doing so well.... so well... and only two fricken hits from those red bees and I died....

FRICK!

Journal Log
20.14.59.15.07

I might embark on my greatest journey yet. Unknown and unbeknownst to my shared attendances of this house, the parents (... and baby), I will try to organize the laundry and the cold-room storage rooms. This mission might not end well, or at all, and it will bare no fruit. For surely in a weeks time the parents will have unorganized it again doing their lively deeds, but the urge to at least conquer the laundry is most definitely from my recent experiences with said parents. 

As I may have made up, or may have heard this saying or something close and altered it to my personal needs:

A dirty laundry room means there's dirty laundry in the family

Signing off.
But not really

Rules  

1. You must post these rules.

2. Each person has to share 10 things about themselves.

3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.

4. Choose the 10 people and put them on your journal.

5. Not something like "You are tagged if you read that."

6. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.

7. No tag-backs.

8. You can't say you don't do tags.    

9. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY, NOT COMMENT.

       

 

10 things you didn’t know about me

    1. I've started to drink tea once a day in the evenings.
    2. I feel more comfortable with my friends family than my own... but only if they are English speaking.
    3. I am still playing Dragon Flight though I told many people I'd delete that game... I just want to get all the power ups and dragons now.
    4. I love the game Deemo and it's making me practice piano a little more...
    5. Though I play the piano and most people say the piano sounds the prettiest I personally think violin sounds more lovely and devilish at the same time.
    6. I'm the opposite of a completionist ( that's how people say it... though it might still not be a real word)... I don't generally strive to complete things unless I have to or I can in a short amount of time.
    7. I supposedly look very sweet and delicate... very lady like ( even with my boy short hair) and yet I've surprised a couple of people with my openly sexual and just open mindedness.
    8. I've seriously thought of being a boy... not in the "oh their lifes are so much easier and etc..." just.. Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like and sometimes I wonder how life would be like... If genies were real that'd be a one day wish of mine ( to be a boy for a day). Though to be clear I don't believe I'll ever be transgendered. It's just a constant curiousity I have.
    9. Two of my favourite (voice)actors have the last name Freeman. Crispin Freeman and Morgan Freeman.
    10. I really like suits... like I wish people had to wear suits more often... especially women...

         

My Questions for you~!

   
1.Without looking at the map, where is Colombia?  
                a)It’s in South America for sure, I can’t remember it’s surrounding countries but it’s kinda in the top-ish more righty middle-ish part of the continent.

2.Do you speak another language besides English or native language?
                a)I loosely speak French and can say a few Polish words…  

3.Have you thought that you could die any day, and none of your beloved friends on internet would know?
                a)I’ve thought about it a number of times but seeing as I have a friend here who could tell them I don’t really worry about it. Plus I have this funny feeling that I’m not going to die anytime soon.

4.Would you fake your death to escape from something?
                a)I’ve thought of it several times… but unless other people could get hurt (like seriously killed or etc) then maybe… or I’d go under witness protection or something.

5.Do you like yourself?
                a)I have my off days where I do and my normal days where I could care less and my other off days where I don’t. I’m more optimistic and liking others than myself… but again that seems to be normal.

6.Do you think you’re cut out for this life?
                a)I don’t understand this question… there’s no standards which life has. Sometimes life is shitty and other times it’s glorious and has nice weather where it’s sunny but still windy. Though if you’re asking am I cut out for the expectations of others around me about what my life will be,…ha…ha . No I’m not cut out for that but I think I can live fine enough knowing that.

7.What’s your biggest fear?
                a)Failure

8. Do you believe in Astrology? Why?
                a)No, I read it and find it funny when it seems to guess correctly but I find them to be too generalized statements rather than specifics. Also a lot of people can be easily persuaded to believe what they read. But I love stars for their navigational purposes and I’m interested in learning about what other’s believe in, in an educational sense.

9.Why do you think some people feel that their goal in life is to be famous?
                a) I feel that it’s like that because they want attention that they never received… or they are self-sacrificing their own individuality for the sake of entertainment of others. Also media glamourizes fame to such a point that everyone seems to think they’d want that life.
 
10.Have you felt completely lost in your own body, as if your real you were some kind of spirit wearing a suit that’s too big or small for it? Explain your answer.
                a)No my body is fricken excellent. I love it’s tiny nature and it’s curviness right now. Ask me again later and I’ll hate it and think I’m not pretty based off other people’s standards of beauty and perfection… though lately I’ve been reminded of my beauty by others which is nice. I think my spirit is fine being caged in this meat bag. … well consciousness…

 

My questions for you.

1. What's your favourite pokemon? First from the original 150 than from anywhere else. ( if you only like 150 than just look up random pokemon till you find one)
2. Do you believe in your subconscious mind remembering things that may unknowingly effect your later in life? If so do you have an example?
3. What's your favourite instrument?
4. Do you know/like Studio Ghibli? If so what is your favourite movie/creation they've made?
5. How long does it take for you to response and do these tag things?
6. Who would win in a Death Battle: Belle from Beauty and the Beast or Jasmine from Alladin?
7. If you could be the best you you could be, but you'd have to start fresh socially ( like new friends and no connection to your old friends) would you do it?
8. Favourite Month? ( that's not because of your birthday)
9. What is your favourite casual thing to draw?
10. Is it better to have a firm set of values and opinions to base life decisions on, or is it better to be open minded to anything?

I know I've been writing a lot and I'm sorry for all that, though I came by a weird experience today...(tonight).
I woke up scared, and no I did not have a nightmare, actually I remember my dream rather vividly and the only negative from the dream was how it was night and cold.I think this was a factor because when I woke up my arm was freezing in real life. I just find this weird because it was unusual to my normal nights of being terrified. Nothing seemed to really trigger it but before long I had the feeling of: spiders crawling on my neck, the fear that some ghoulish anger ghost was either staring at me from the side I was not going to even try and face (aka my closet side) or was prepared to grab the leg that I straight ( I usually fall asleep in that leg 4 position) and lastly the feeling a person was under my bed.
All these combined fears were easily settled with my usual trick of counting backwards from 100-90 but when one was calmed, another popped back up again. I had also rationalized with myself that I was very energetic at the moment, no matter how much I wanted to calm down. Reason being that I went to bed around 11 pm when usually my bed time is close to now (3:30am).
Now I feel better, eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with a cup of tea and my companion on my lap. I am guessing that I will either stay up for a short period of time before returning to sleep, or just stay up for the rest of the day.

Thank you for reading.